This is me just getting my feelings off my chest. When did this world get to where it is all about a girls looks or size, or what they have and the same goes for the guys.
This past year has really been a true eye opener for me. I feel like I have been stranded on some island forever and now being rescued and brought back to civilization. Sad thing is, I would rather go back to my island.
Apparently people's feelings are just toys. We open up and try and let people get to know us and spend lots of time baring your soul to them until they get bored and move along to the next person.I have seen so many people get hurt by this and I think it is so very wrong. For me, I am somewhat afraid of caring. I had my heart shattered many times over this past year and I don't want to be done like my friends have been done.
I am an honest soul, one that is open to all and refuses to hide who I am , whether good or bad. I hate the fact that people see just a face. Today alone, I have gotten some of the strangest messages. I am not one of the girls that will just go out and have sex with people. I am the type that wants the love and romance to go along with it. I will not be a playtoy for anyone. Yes, I have been busy and it is hard for me to get away and meet with people and I am so very sorry, but I am trying to build a few things up for myself for once.
I am not one of these girls that is out chasing money, for it does not impress me. I am not one that is into physical belongings or a person size. I am one that looks for the inner soul and I have been told that I can see right through people, good or bad, my eyes will see.
I just laugh at how long the cat and mouse game seems to go these days. If they don't get what they want right off the bat, they get bored and onto the next pretty face or handsome guy. That truly makes me sick.
I am sorry if I piss off any of my friends over this, but come on guys, I am more than a cute face. I also have brains and well, I use them daily. I have businesses that I am building which makes it hard for me to get away.
I am just a girl, that know's what she wants in life and I do not want players or one that is just chasing a piece of booty. Maybe I do need to go back to my island and keep believing that women are more than just that. We do have hearts and not all of us are bad..the same with men.
I am not your exwife and I don't want to be put into the category with her. I am me "LeAnn", a girl with a great heart and I know that and well, I know what I want and what I will not tolerate. I want a guy that, if I am what he wants, know's how to keep in touch with me everyday...and does NOT plan on dating other women...As the same goes with me when I am dating one...
Well enough of my temper coming out...just sick of all the damn head games being played......so if you want this girl....be honest, truthful and faithful.....she is worth every bit of it......
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